Last Sunday After The Epiphany
Ex. 24:12-18; Matt.
17:1-9; St. Paul’s
2/26/2017, Jim Melnyk
“Transfiguration and the Dream
of God”
One day I was walking our
labyrinth and I decided to walk it backwards on the way out – just to try
something different. I realized right
away that walking the labyrinth backwards is awkward at best. It was harder to keep my balance. I used muscles in a way I wasn’t used to
using them. I could not anticipate when
the sharp turns were coming up or which way the turn would be – to the left or
to the right. It’s disconcerting – not
being able to anticipate what comes next.
And I realize that’s true about how we look at life. It’s disconcerting – troubling –
anxiety-provoking when we can’t anticipate what’s ahead in life.
In the labyrinth there’s an
easy answer. If we get too anxious we
can just turn around – which happens to be another word for repent - and face
forward and follow the path. Easy-peasy,
right? In life it’s more difficult –
facing our dis-ease with the unknown or the unexpected. What I learned in the labyrinth at that
moment is the need on my part to be more mindful of the path I’m on wherever I
find myself. I learned about the need to
be more mindful and accepting of the reality that I cannot anticipate
everything; and that sometimes I’ll start to turn one way – even if it’s not
necessarily a wrong way – only to realize I’m missing the path and having to
adjust. I realize that the labyrinth
lesson for me has to do with being transformed from someone who gets anxious
with the unknown into one who looks to Christ, and the deepening of my faith,
to know that I cannot get lost from God even in the midst of the unknown or
unanticipated.
The Transfiguration drives
that lesson home for me. It has to be
understood – and experienced – within the whole context of Jesus’ life and
ministry to make sense. At this point the
disciples might feel like they’re walking backwards through life: stumbling
this way and that, even with Jesus as a guide along the way.
Jesus has just finished
telling them that he will be arrested in Jerusalem – not only arrested, but
tortured and killed. I’m thinking that
life is starting to feel a bit disconcerting for them – a bit troubling – perhaps
more than a little anxiety-provoking because they can’t anticipate what the
future holds for their teacher and friend who has set his face toward Jerusalem
and the cross.
The Transfiguration becomes a
turning point for them – almost like turning on a light in a darkened room – or
in a darkened world. It is the beginning
of a transformation from being a bunch of students to a core of followers, and
then finally to a group of faithful apostles – proclaiming boldly the Good News
of God in Christ even at times in the midst of great adversity.
Writing in his book, becoming human: Core Teachings of Jesus,
Brian Taylor explains, “No matter who he [is] dealing with, Jesus [is]
concerned with one thing, and one thing only:
a transformation of the heart
to God, so that the believer might be more loving and more free. Social status, religious trappings, even
expected behavior were all secondary to this one vision. What [matters] most to Jesus,” writes Taylor,
is “an authentically human life, grounded fully in the Spirit” (Cowley Publications,
p 167). The Transfiguration becomes more
than a glimpse into the coming glory of Jesus on Easter Day. The Transfiguration becomes a glimpse into
what God has in store for us as people longing to let the image and likeness of
God, which we each bear, shine in and through us.
When Peter, James and John
hear the voice of God from the cloud, God doesn’t say, “This is my Son, my
Chosen, worship him!” Rather, the voice
from heaven says, “Listen to him!”
Listen to him! And we seek to
listen as people who are being transformed by the life-changing Light of Christ
in our lives.
We listen as Jesus says to
us, “Love one another as I have loved you,” and sometimes we feel up to the
task. We listen, sometimes rather
anxiously, to the commands, “Wash one another’s feet. Forgive one another as God has forgiven
you. Love your enemies, pray for those
who persecute you,” and wonder if we can pull it off faithfully.
We take solace when we hear,
“Peace be with you,” and we struggle to bring that peace, especially to those
with whom we struggle. We listen with
thanksgiving as Jesus says, “This is my body – this is my blood – given for you.” We find ourselves challenged as we hear Jesus
tell us to “Take up our cross,” or to “Be not afraid,” and to feed his sheep –
without any provisions for drug-testing first, I might add.
We get the idea of “Follow
me,” without too much trouble, but stumble when we realize that “following”
means actually choosing to being like Christ.
We hear Jesus challenging us to help change the world – and we struggle
to hold ourselves faithful to a vision of what the kingdom of heaven is meant
to look like today. The voice from the
cloud says “This is my son, my Beloved.
Listen to him,” and we want to – we really want to – it’s just that
sometimes it’s such a hard thing to do.
Theologian and educator, the
late Howard Thurman, wrote about a world transformed by the glory of God. “There must be always remaining in the
individual life some place for the singing of angels – some place for that
which in itself is breathlessly beautiful….”
Thurman wrote about an “inherent prerogative” from God that takes the
flood of experience from the everyday realities of life and allows them to glow
“in one bright light of penetrating beauty and meaning…. The commonplace… shot
through with new glory.” (http://www.michaelppowers.com/wisdom/thurman.html).
Thurman reminds us that “As
long as we hold a dream in the heart, we cannot lose the significance of
living. The dream in the heart is one
with the living water welling up from the very spring of Being, nourishing and
sustaining all life” (ibid). This, in
part, is what the late Verna Dozier meant when she wrote about the dream of God
for us and for this world. “God calls a
people to be the new thing in the world – the people of God…. "The dream
of God is that all creation will live together in peace and harmony and
fulfillment. All parts of creation. And the dream of God is that the good
creation that God created – what the refrain says, 'and God saw that it was
good' – be restored" (The Dream of
God: A Call to Return Cowley Publications, 1991). Dozier’s dream of God is simply another name
for the kingdom of heaven or the kingdom of God.
But there can be times and
places where the dream of God seems lost.
Thurman tells us that “Where there is no dream, the life becomes a
swamp, a dreary dead place, and, deep within, the heart begins to rot.” Presiding
Bishop Michael Curry calls that dreary dead place the nightmare of this world. And it doesn’t take much looking around to
see where the dream of God has been beaten back – or rather where humanity has
turned its back on the dream. At times
the dream may seem lost. At times it may
seem that the silent indifference, or loud violence of this world, has
succeeded in silencing it – but the dream of God will not – the dream of God cannot
– be killed or die.
The good news of the
Transfiguration stories is that we can play a part in helping keep the dream of
God alive, and we can help it thrive. When
we make a conscious decision to listen to Jesus as we meet him in the gospels,
and in people of faith all around us, we find ourselves more than just worshipers
of God in Christ. We find that the dream
of God has become our dream as well, as we live out our lives as followers of
Jesus. We begin to realize that as
followers of Jesus we are called to be, as Verna Dozier describes it,
“[citizens] of the kingdom of God in a new way, the daring, free, accepting,
compassionate way Jesus modeled… being bound by no yesterday, fearing no
tomorrow, drawing no lines between friend and foe, the acceptable ones and the
outcasts” (ibid).
We begin to realize that as
followers of Jesus we are called to be Apostles of Christ – acting out and proclaiming
the love of God – not just in the easy places of the world and our lives, but
in the hard places as well – the places where no one wants to see the light of
Christ shining in the darkness.
The Transfiguration gives us
a deepening glimpse into the unfolding kingdom of heaven and reminds us that
God’s kingdom is at hand – that it has come among us – and that we are a part
of it all. All we have to do is
listen. Then follow. Then be.