Proper 14A; Matthew 14:22-33; St. Paul’s Smithfield,
NC 8/13/2017
Jim Melnyk: “A God Who Calls – A People Who Respond”
It’s quite easy to miss what
I believe to be the central theme of today’s gospel lesson if one is not
careful. It’s easy to get so caught up
in the physics of it all – in the whole walking on water thing – on whether or
not it could ever really happen – that we miss the point. It’s so easy to get caught up in poor, old,
miserable, Peter and his failure to stay above the waves that we miss what else
God may be trying to tell us in today’s story.
Peter is, perhaps, the all
too human face of the struggle to see the kingdom of heaven around us, as well
as an all too recognizable example of how most humans live out their
discipleship in Christ. Peter epitomizes
the tension in which we human beings live – the tension between the “already
here” and the “not yet, but still arriving” kingdom of heaven. Peter lives out, in living color, our ability
to move from faithful follower of Christ to lost and hopeless souls floundering
in the waves – and everywhere in between.
When we come across icons or
other Christian art depicting today’s gospel lesson they almost always show us
Peter sinking beneath the waves – with Peter reaching out in distress toward
Jesus, and Jesus reaching out to hold poor Peter up. We forget completely the first word from
Jesus, “Come!” We don’t give much
thought to the part of the story which reads, “So Peter got out of the boat and
walked on the water to Jesus.” I can’t recall
ever hearing about, or seeing anyone else accomplish that incredible feat.
First of all, let’s forget
the debate about the physics. The story
isn’t about Peter walking on water – either successfully or not. Today’s gospel
passage is an enacted parable – words and actions tied together to tell us a
deeper truth than what’s going on in the scene set before us. Today’s gospel passage is a story about a God
who calls – and about being a people who respond to that call. It’s a story about a God whose call is
genuine, and dependent solely upon God’s choosing to call. It’s a story about a people who respond to
that call out of faith – no matter how great or how tiny that faith may be. It’s a story about a call that depends not so
much on the faith of the one hearing, but upon the trustworthiness of the One
who calls.
Perhaps one reason we focus
so much on Peter’s doubt is because it’s more familiar to us. It’s hard to focus on God’s call because
let’s face it, not too many of us feel comfortable believing that God is
calling us to anything – let alone a life of faith that walks on water.
Nico ter Linden, a pastor in
the Dutch Reform Church, is the author of In
the Lord’s Boarding House. In it he writes
about call. “’Father and Mother Stolk,” he begins, ‘by what name do you wish
your child to be called, now and in the life eternal?’
‘Anna Elizabeth,’ her parents
respond during the baptismal service.
Ter Linden continues his story, I always find that a wonderful moment,
but of course you never know if anyone else experiences it that way.
‘Why do people get names?’ I
ask the children in church, who always crowd as far forward as they can at
baptisms. ‘Well,’ says one little girl,
‘then they can call you.’
I ask who ‘they’ are. ‘Your mom and dad,’ says one child. ‘Your friend,’ says another. ‘God, says [another little girl.]’
You always have to be careful
with answers like that, says ter Linden.
They can come straight from the heart, but also from a kind of God-talk
triggered…by opportunism. Once I had a child
in church who always cried out ‘The Holy Ghost!’ before I [even] had a chance
to ask to ask anything.
‘God,” says the girl. I see that she means it, and the kid next to
her thinks it’s a good answer, but another child doesn’t. A God who calls? That one child can hardly imagine that.”
Ter Linden goes on to say
that adults often have the same trouble with a God who calls. He writes about people who come up to him and
ask, “Chaplain, do you have a call?” It
took a while for ter Linden to realize that his questioners were really asking
about themselves. It’s as if they are
asking, “Do you have experience with a God who calls? If so, please tell us about that, because
we’ve never heard God calling. How does
that work?” (Nico ter Linden, In the
Lord’s Boarding House: Stories of Caring for Others)
Peter and the other
disciples, on the other hand, are lucky.
They hear the call of God mediated through the lips of their friend and
teacher, Jesus, who they are coming to know as the Son of God. Even so, it is seldom easy for any of them to
whole-heartedly respond to that call and follow Jesus without any doubt or
concern. God’s call never comes falling
out of heaven just like that – fully formed and absolute in our understanding –
and the disciples are challenged with the need to understand and trust Jesus.
Ter Linden writes that God’s
call “is always mediated, transmitted, through a people, a book, an event. [In most, perhaps in all of our experiences,]
there is no voice from above; there’s a voice from within, the experience of a
burning desire for a particular task, and the power to perform it.”
Peter feels that kind of call
deep within himself. It’s what enables
him to follow Jesus from the very beginning.
It’s what allows him to step out of the boat – both physically and
figuratively – and walk to and with Jesus.
And because we can see throughout the gospel narrative that Peter, like so
many of us, struggles with his call, in the end it’s his sense of call is
actually what enables him to cry out to Jesus when his faith begins to falter. Peter hears Jesus and he follows – even when
he struggles with his faith – which is often.
The truth is that God does
call – God does call each of us every day. As Presiding Bishop Michael Curry’s
grandmother used to say, “If you’re breathing, God is calling you.” And when God calls, we may be filled with a
burning desire to follow – but God never – let me emphasize this – God never
calls us to become torch or club wielding mobs, hurling racial, ethnic, and
religious epithets against fellow human beings.
Neither are Christians called to express hate and violence in response
to such actions. The gospel message we
are called to share is about loving God with all our being – it’s about loving
our neighbor – black or white, rich or poor, Christian, Jew or Muslim, gay or
straight, Democrat or Republican – the gospel message – God’s call to us – is
about loving our neighbor, and treating one another with dignity and respect – it’s
about treating one another as people created in the image and likeness of our
God – it’s a gospel of peace.
However, God’s call doesn’t
circumvent our humanity – God’s call doesn’t short-circuit our brains or our
emotions, or take away our freedom to respond or not respond. And in our busyness or in our anxiety, we may
miss hearing the call, or find ourselves turning away. We, like Peter, are only human – and because
of that we may never be one hundred percent sure of something as intangible as
the call of God. We wrestle with our
doubts, and then we feel guilty when we’re not sure.
Peter’s struggle to trust
Jesus – and our struggle to trust Jesus – doesn’t negate the reality of Jesus
saying to Peter – of Jesus saying to us, “Come!” When Peter sees the waves and grows afraid
Jesus does not withdraw and let Peter sink below the surface like a rock.
Jesus emphasizes the
faithfulness of his call by reaching out to Peter once Peter goes as far as he
can with his limited faith. And Jesus
will keep us from ultimately sinking beneath the waves as well.
In the end, the story is
about a God who chooses to call us, and about how we respond to that call – no
matter how little or how great our sense of faith may be.
God calls each of us as God’s
own children to the gospel of God’s love and grace – to a gospel that honors
the dignity of every human being.
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